Well, I guess it’s time for me to introduce myself to those who don’t know me. I am like, so totally interesting. Get ready to be *claps hands and makes spirit fingers* AMAZED.

Hi, my name is Brittany and I’m obsessed with Broadway, have Borderline Personality Disorder, and am going to take you with me on my weight loss journey with this blog.

*In unison now–HI BRITTANY* my mind automatically goes to an AA meeting (not that I’ve ever been to one), or Gossip Folks with Missy Elliot)

What exactly do I plan on doing with this blog? Well, first I am going to take you with me to the Tony Awards. Along the way, there will be Borderline struggles and weight loss struggles. People love that stuff right? I want those with BPD know that they are not alone in their journey, and I’m going to make my journey rather public. Why hide behind mental illness. It’s real. So, HAYYY…We’re going to talk about it. Ok? Cool.

Ugh, weight loss… I’ve been on a weight loss journey for 3 years? Up and down, and up and down. Blah blah blah blah blah. When I started I was 300 lbs. THREE HUNDRED POUNDS. Welp- that’s out there now. On the internet. Oye. I had lost 90 pounds in a span of 2 years and unfortunately, I’ve gained some back. I plan on getting back in shape and losing what I’ve gained. I will NOT weigh what I did before. NOT.TODAY.SATAN.NOT.TODAY!

I shall show before and after pics/now pics at the end of this post. Oh goodie!

Hokay -now onto the fun stuff.

I know the questions that are BURNING in your minds right now. What is Brittany wearing to the Tony Awards? Who is she going with? Is she going to get into the VIP after party? Sorry to burst your bubble on the first question, but you will not know until Tony day. No one will see the final and finished product until I am all dolled up and looking HOT. As for who I’m going with, well I am going with me, myself, and I. How is this going to work when it comes to getting dressed and getting my hair and makeup done? *cries inside* I’ll just figure that out when I get there. As for this VIP afterparty? Well, I am going to shmooze like nobody’s business. Or we can create a hashtag like #halpbrittanymeethughjackmanatthetonys or something like that. That’s too long, isn’t it?

Chants- *Hugh Jackman please notice me*

Watch him not even be at the Tonys this year.

Okay-In that case…

Chants- *Lin Manuel Miranda please notice me*

I’ve got celebrity backups for days. Tom Hardy, you gonna be there doe?

I guess I should mention that even before my Tony Award adventure, I’ll be in New York to see Anastasia on Broadway and eat all the fun foodz that I shouldn’t be eating. Hence day 1 of restarting my gym habit. FUN and SWEATY ADVENTURES AWAIT.

Is it true when they say it takes 21 days to form a habit? I guess we will find out. Starting…NOW.

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Before and After

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Now.