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July 20

It’s been over 2 weeks and my heart is still very heavy.  July 20 is not a good day. This year it marked the 3 year anniversary of my best friends suicide, and then Chester Bennington of Linkin Park committed suicide.  The day started off gloomy and has remained even Read more…

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Fade to Black

I’ve been to too many hospitals this year.  My heart has been in my stomach too many times.  My fight or flight response has been tricked into overdrive so many times that if someone pointed a gun at me I would probably just stand there.  As I stand outside the Read more…

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Black hole sun, won’t ya come…

Yes, Rest In Peace Chris Cornell. What a loss.  ^^^legends.  Well everyone, my dress for the Tony Awards came today. It’s gorgeous by the way…just not on me.  Note to self: when you buy something and you’re super confident about it, it’s not going to make you feel confident when Read more…

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I am. Doll parts. 

Miss me?  I apologize for the disappearance. It has been a very difficult week and I can’t even go to therapy this week. DANG FLABBIT.  Anxiety is an all consuming black hole. Yeah, like the black holes in the universe that shit gets lost in, (is that how they work? Read more…

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